Good in Goodbyes

Help me heal my scars by understanding that they are there.

I’ve spent years living safely to secure a longer life, and look where that’s gotten me. I’m at the finish line but I never ran the race.” – Adam Silvera’s “They Both Die at the End”


So this is how it feels like when you know you are dying. You are torn between a lot of things… Torn between letting the people you love what you are going through or just choose to keep it to yourself and not bother them.

You realize that there are so many things that you still would want to accomplish but with so little time. You want to spend time with people who matters yet you don’t know where and how to begin with it.

You start to question a lot of things but would realize there is no point in doing so. So much things running through my mind. And you just want to end everything faster than ever.

If and when that time comes you no longer see me or hear from me, I hope that somehow, I have left a good mark in you. But then again, even if we want to leave a mark in this world, what really matters is the complete empty space that we leave behind.

Thank you world.


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